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  • #29 Dreams and Drugs

    Read Time: 3 minutesFirst Written: 25-May-2023 Dude this dreaming thing?Crack… Yeah, like Crack Cocaine. I mean I’ve never done Crack Cocaine, but if I did I’m pretty sure it’d feel like something else: Dreaming. Dude dreaming is sooo good. Like sooo good. Addicting… without the, ya know, Crack part. Everything you’ve ever wanted. Right there…

  • #28 Silence: Are You Sweet or Savory?

    Silence. Sweet and Sexy Silence. Learn to wield the Blade of Silence and she works for you but shy away, afraid to confront head on, and Silence becomes a toxic trap waiting to strike. Learn to use the silence. There’s so much going on. Always. So much chaos and stimulation. Buzzing, breaking, building, bunching, munching,…

  • #27 My Secret Spice

    First Written: 30-May-2023 | Tue 10:22 Do something wack. Go on an adventure. Road trip. Do something spontaneous. Isn’t it what we all want? Just to feel alive? Live a life where we challenge ourselves? Live one with no regrets? We get sucked in to the daily routine and forget to enjoy life. Bananas, isn’t…

  • #26 Change Your Downloaded Path

    Parent Link: [[2 Regret]]Change your herd – link to change your herd The Easiest Thing to Do is to Do Nothing. We are wired for the easiest path in life. We’re human. We seek the path of least resistance. Evolutionarily, it’s what keeps us alive. When we’re young most (if not all) of our life…

  • #25 Finding Meaning in Life (Depressing, Yet Weirdly Optimistic)

    How to Find Meaning in Life

  • #24 Certain Uncertainty… My Intrusive Thoughts – A 2:00 AM Edition

    Written: 12-May-2023 | Fri 02:22 Time to Read: 15 minutes Prologue (or skip) The following was written at 2 AM while I was working night shifts, fed up with my job, confused on where to go next, and generally impatient and frustrated with life. I was pissed off and needed to rant. With only distant…

  • #23 The Wrong Goals

    Read Time: 3 minutes Sometimes I wonder. Coming from a hyper-competitive athletic environment in college, I’ve had to rewire my obsessive nature to compete over everything. There’s certainly a benefit, but when you start to dislike riding bikes because it becomes a meticulous grind just to shave a few seconds, well, I think we’ve hit…

  • #22 Today is at odds with tomorrow?

    How do you balance building a future that’s fulfilling while still enjoying your life today? Doesn’t the construction of the future come with inherent growing pains and shitty parts to work through… that’s why they call it perseverance? That’s part of what makes It so valuable – The Grind? I dunno, man. Shit’s confusing.

  • #21 How These Damn Dementors Sucking Your Life

    First Written: 15-Apr-2023 | Sat 02:55 Dude this shit is waayyyy too strong. Like un-consensually strong. I fight back, trying to resist, and somehow still get sucked in by the vortex. It’s like a bunch of little whirlpools surrounding me and the longer I spend around one the stronger it gets. Just being around these…